So after work on Monday, I was super excited for my day off on Tuesday.(Last week was really stressful 😖)
I had my schedule all planned out for Tuesday. It was more or less going to be…
I was gonna wake up late, order some food in, play some games and that would be the end of Tuesday.
One thing that I didn’t factor in was the fact that my body’s circadian rhythm is set to waking me up at around 5-6am. (My usual work wake up time).
(If you catch my drift 😏😜)
As I was in the middle of my morning routine, I was greeted by a….
Now, no prizes on guessing who it could be…
She just wanted to inform me that she was in a relationship with…..
Now I had just gotten up and wasn’t ready for this news…
Now, it felt as though the aforementioned individual (the one who’s name is in the picture puzzle) was trying to elicit a response from me but as you might know this wasn’t my first rodeo in this scenario.
Karen, Fi,are few individuals who were in the same situation before and the ending wasn’t necessarily a happily ever after.
Now in this girl’s case, I think the situation is different, since she is clearly love struck…. to a degree that I can’t fathom.
Now there are two possibilities on how this could end.
Now some of you might be wondering….
Honestly, I’m not a big fan of the guy but I’m curious to see how things will turn out.
If things go south, it will further cement my existing beliefs but if things turn out okay then I’ll believe that….
Now, back when no one was committed we or more specifically I decided that Once either of us were committed, we would keep our conversations to a minimum, no need to give our respective other a reason to feel jealous.
Now the girl was like,
I drew the line in the sand and said that we are still friends no doubt about that but let’s keep our conversations to just texts, no audio or video calls.
I may have been a bit too harsh but if it was me in a relationship, I would probably have done the same too.
So all this was just before 7am. Now I didn’t want this to throw me off my schedule so I just went back to bed..
Got up at around 10am after hearing a loud rumble…
Now, shops open up at 11am so what to do…what to do….
Played for a bit, then looked up places to get my grub on….
Finally decided on…
2 wraps in and I was…
Now, I wanted to resist taking a nap as that would mess with my circadian rhythm.
So I ended up bing watching
The plot was good but I was more into the will they, won’t they scenes between Abby and Eric.
And I was very pleased with the outcome in the season finale.
Now that my heart was all….
I decided for some reason to bring it back from the excited state to normal by watching….
The last three episodes of…
In my heart I knew it was gonna be a sob fest but this would be the best time to watch it and get it out of my system (Read previous post for more details)
After I finished watching it….
The impact was felt but not to the degree that I had feared…that’s when I realized that it was the narration that hit you right in the feels rather than the dialogues…
Plus I feel like all those years ago when I stopped watching the show midway, I was in a similar situation as the protagonist….. but right now I wasn’t in that scenario.
Back then I had loved and lost but as of right now, it’s more like you can’t lose what you don’t have.
In other news,
Are coming to visit on Thursday.
I’m excited about it but not too much.
Friends are pissed off when they see my level of excitement, I don’t blame them, most people would be..
I think it’s a result of the emotional rollercoaster ride that I have been on for the past decade or so.
I think my self defense mechanism has created a fail-safe wherein I don’t go to the extremes of my emotional spectrum. (Neither too happy nor too sad, just somewhere in between)
I let myself go towards the negative extreme 7 years ago and I barely made it out alive.
Then as I was composing this very post, Broseph comes back from his platonic Date….
And then inquiries about his Toblerone…
Now in all honesty, when I was watching the anime, I wanted a lil bit of euphoria rush and I ended up consuming his chocolate (not knowing that it was meant just for him)
But no worries, I’m gonna replace it tomorrow, on my way back from work.
(Pardon the pun, but I couldn’t resist 😜)
Now that the hiatus for most of my shows are up, I have something to watch or look forward to every day/week.
Especially…this show which comes out in May.
Hope you guys have a good week ahead.